Today, exam over already and it should be the nicest day that a student can have. But for me, today, not a very nice day. Remember ma'babe?? I met her this afternoon. We break up already. I'm the one who wanted to break up. But then, I'm the one who wanted to get back to her again. But its too late. I've hurt her so much. Much more than anything that can hurt her in this world. So even right now, when I felt that her words hurting sometimes, I just accept. Because I know, no matter how much her words hurt, can't be compared to how much had I hurt her before. Don't make decisions according to your feelings. Or you'll regret it so much just as I do right now. I felt like wanna cry but I can't. I must learn to be tough, to be strong. " Dare to let go, dare to face the outcome. " Learnt it from a friend of mine. I'm trying my best to learn, to get back to her, to forget, to let go. But its just a waste of time. Because I can't.
I love you, ma'babe. Love you so much.
But it'll never be able to compare to how much you've loved me last time.
Hope you'll understand how much I wanted the second chance from you. :')
Just as simple as that. :') <3 you Baby.
